I am just back from giving blood, so my head space is a little cloudier than usual, so this should be a very interesting entry, if not completely unintelligible. So S. is now sharing my office with me...the whole dynamic of my office has changed with the introduction of her blue 1981 Livingroom decor lamp and Irish Blessing plaques. You can seriously see a line dividing up the office into our respective sides. Hers with the homey country feel and mine with the wall of Skort-Man and David Cassidy package photos. GOOD COMBINATION! Not to mention that I now feel the need to actually work because she could be watching my every move from across the room. I ask you, can it get any better? In other craziness...can your own head and subconscious work against you without you really knowing about it? Can you resolutely feel something, only to realize later that you were just fooling yourself into thinking "the right thing"? What happens if you now know that you are no longer thinking "the right thing" but the very wrong, extremely misguided thing that you swore that you would never feel? But are still trying to continue to unsuccessfully to tell yourself that you are still very much on the path to "the right thing", but really you are wandering around in denial land just to the left of the path. Seriously people, what is the right thing? Is there really such thing as the "right thing"? And the craziness continues.......