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I dreamt last night that I was pregnant. It was the weirdest thing ever. I knew I was pregnant, I looked pregnant, but I knew nothing about my pregnancy. I had no idea how far along I was, when I was due, or most importantly who the father was. In one part of the dream, I was going to the doctor for a check up. It was the strangest doctor's visit I had ever been on. He was telling me how great the pregnancy was going, how the baby seemed healthy, blah blah blah. I left feeling really happy about the whole situation, and looking forward to meeting my baby. Then I was out shopping after my doctor's appointment, and I overheard another woman telling her friend that the happiest moment of her pregnancy was when she first felt her baby kick, or move. I was rooted to the spot, because at that moment I realized that I hadn't felt my baby move. Not once. So I paniced and went back to the doctor's office to see my friendly, smart doctor again. So I finally get in, I am all paniced about the baby not moving, and I insist on an ultrasound. The doctor looks at me like I have just found the cure for cancer and says "Oh, because you want to know if your baby is dead or not, well if you haven't felt it move then it is likely dead". Thank you doctor. He went on to give me an ultrasound, which was comprised of him squirting the cold gel all over my stomach, and using his hands to determine that there was indeed a baby in my stomach. No technology there....I left feeling more scared and pissed off then ever. I remember thinking that I didn't want to give birth to a dead baby, I loved it already. But I woke up before I had the baby, so I have no idea what that means. I just looked it up on the internet, and apparently dreaming that you are pregnant means a positive change in your life. This I can use. But a little more research into it says that if you dream that the baby is dying inside of you, it means that projects you put a lot of effort into never turn out the way you want them too, and you are a failure. This I can't use.

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