changes

Just sitting here waiting for the phone to ring. Apparently according to my boss, he feels that I am going to be offered the job that I interviewed for a couple of weeks ago. I am both really excited and utterly frightened. Excited because this will be the change that I have waited for, the fork in the road where hopefully my life will take the course that I have always wanted it to. Scared for the exact same reasons. Then there is the issue with my little cat. I don't know if I can take her to the city with me. I don't know if she could handle being cooped up in a little apartment all day, or if I can even find an apartment that will allow cats. This is what is tearing me up the most. I am so attached to that little beast that I don't think I can give her away. But I don't think that I can do anything else. Here I am planning my life around a job that I haven't even been offered yet...wise! But sitting here thinking of it more and more, I keep getting more and more excited. Maybe this change is long overdue....