Have you ever had the feeling that everything is just not right? When you can just feel the energy around you, and it is all negative and scary. Right now I feel as though someone drilled a hole in my head and just stirred my emotions up with a huge wooden spoon, and then left, without bothering to wait and see what would happen to their Krista Soup. Everything in our little town seems to be falling apart: young kids are ending their lives for reasons only they know, while other young kids are dying of diseases that we shouldn't have to think about until we are at least 50. What is going on? What did we do to piss the world off so much? Maybe I am a complete control freak who wants to make sure that everything is perfect, but I want to help everyone, and make sure that they are ok. I think that the majority of my friends think that I am a complete nut job for feeling the way that I do. But I hate feeling so helpless. And I hate seeing others in pain, and sub-consciously knowing that I can't do anything. Life sucks sometimes...a lot.