Humans are strange creatures, women even more so. Quite a while ago, I started up this flirtacious relationship with the guy who works at the gas station. Living in this town, you take anything that comes your way, and that includes gas station attendants. Well, soon after, getting gas became a fun chore instead of something I never really gave much thought to. And I would find myself looking forward to go and getting gas...it was really great to go there after work and leave after talking to him, just feeling pretty and desirable. You couldn't wipe the high wattage smile off my face. Or rather you couldn't wipe it off until I found out that the man was really a boy. He had just turned 18. WTF?!! So needless to say that put the brakes on the flirtation train. It really sucked...now I felt that I had to find a new gas station because he was always working, and I just didn't want to talk to him anymore (I was a little disgusted with myself for the fact that I was flirting with a teenager). So I did change gas stations, but I hated them all, and ended up going back to my old one. So now I had to implement part two of my plan: ignore the boy at all costs. And it worked quite nicely.... When I first started to go back, I made sure that I never was at his cash, and did my best never to make any eye contact despite the eyes boring into my head. I was proud of myself for doing such an excellent job of ignoring him. Until he started ignoring me!! One day I went in and had no choice but to go to his cash, and he was so sullen and despondent, that I left kinda sad, but chalked it up to a bad day. Then yesterday I went in, and he was there and nothing....he didn't look my way, didn't try to say hi, just complete and utter ignorance. And I was pissed. How is that for being retarded on SO many levels? I think that I need professional help. Carly...where are you now...because I am so vain that I think that everything is about me.